Our big show was last night!! so exciting. By some form of miracle, work was dead and I was able to leave early and make it to dress rehearsal! Which really calmed my nerves, as we got everything dialed down, and it went off without a hitch!!
At the last minute I decided to do a fire-eating performance, which was really really fun. The looks on people’s faces!!
Performing made me feel alive in a way I’ve never felt before. After the show was over, it felt like after I saw Tool, or after a festival or something. Spending so much energy working towards something and building it up, and when it’s over, it’s kind of disappointing because you don’t have that thing to look forward to anymore. Hah. There will be more shows, but that was the big one.
I’ve just been thinking about how fucking rad it would be to perform with A-Muse at music festivals!!!!! YEAH.
oh, and I also want to go to clown school now. a couple peeps in the troupe did a 3 month course in Vancouver, and I think it would be rad to hit that up!
I think I’m in love…
